when we all walk!!

The light shrunk leaving behind a black hole. I sat in my dull, depressed room watching every particle of the space getting absorbed into that illuminating little thing which kept vanishing until I closed my eyes. I feel sweaty and restless. I wish to run away but then I don’t wish to run. I feel the wrath of world charged on me and then I find solace in the world. I search for something unnamed, shapeless and unwanted like most of us do at many points in our lives. I need it bad but I don’t know what I want. When the best fails, the worst is done, future hangs on no hopes and you don’t see clearly what will come next then you feel what? When I sit and wonder I am left with a sweet smell of nostalgia. I hesitate in putting a foot forward to the unknown. What pleasure I feel in the womb of yesterdays. I smile! Then I feel weightless. I am evaporating into the nothingness of the world. It is scary. Suddenly I settle deep into the mud where everyone digs Itself. That’s when the need of belongingness creeps into my head. I still search for ‘IT’. I still ask a question.... where we belong? A stumbleblock????